So most of my adult life I have disliked change because I had so much of it growing up. With that said,I have so many changes happening in my life right now some I wish were not happening and some I am happy for, it is all overwhelming for me. I have prayed, done what I think that I need to do, and put the rest in Gods hands. I want to curl up in a corner and cry but I know that wont do me any good right now. I know God will take care of me and has given me the tools to handle whatever happens at this time in my life. I have to thank the people from the bottom of my heart who have been there and understood what was happening. I will never forget everything you have done for me even when it was more than you signed up for.
This is to a certain person and you know who you are: I know even though I keep getting told that you aren’t leaving my life that you are. I will always care about you and will always be here no matter what. I pray that someday you realize all I wanted for you was for you to be the person everyone says you wont be, however I know you can be if you just believed in yourself.
God Bless and I hope that you all know how much I love and appreciate you.